the past week seems like it is non - existent in my diary cos i just idled my time away... lately plagued by a few crisis.. think i lost my happy-go-lucky nature le~ what i see in my future is a sky of grey and black no stars at all :( i m abit confused as to what i should do right now this moments, wallowing in self pity i guess...

When life is too tough to handle
Focus on light,
burn like a candle;
When you feel you're about to drown
Let your inner fire be your crown;
When you don't know where to turn
Just give your warmth, gladly burn;
When you don't know what you miss
That is the time to find your bliss.

... went for ns check up today too... good grief~took 6+ hours man... zZzZzZ..