today's saddening..
im depressed and i can sense that my frens around are all depressed and moody too, either by sch/life, somehow can gan jue that that feel the way too.
fine. got back all my prelims results today
GP : 47% i aim for C5 for A lvls
MC: 82%
FM: 83%
PHY: 57%
CHEM: 72% expected an A... =(((
was totally in depression today when i got back phy full results. expected a high C at least but.. the impossible happened and my heart shattered.. the pain worsens n hurts more when u learnt that someone in da class got 88 for it. wth... felt so angry with myself, its not as if i din study for it. now i am lost n starting to fall down a slippery slope.. does hardwork really pay off at e end of the day??? i seriously ponder over the reliability of it...

anyway, on a side note, there's things to be happy. its been rather quiet in sch these days but nevertheless, i guess it helps in forging deeper frenship with ur frens there whom u might not have really known or understand them. =) cherish the remaining school days ya ppl =p