我的天空今天有点灰;我的心是个落叶的季节;我不知道如何度过今夜;所有的灯早已经全都熄灭. lol irony tho its moonlight festival where the moonlight is supposed to be the brightest yet i seem to feel that all the light are interfered by unknown sources. lol. ya today eventful day, the story of afn is neverending afn has attained a high lvl of craze over ahems tt she broke sch rule for ahems i guess. haha afn muz be feeling xin sui aft today's incident, like im now after the quarrel in early morn. why does it have to be this way why is the relationship never a curvillinear one with inflexions pts tending to a certain infinite asymptote? why is it always one filled of dy/dx = 0 with curve tending to 0+ or 0- }implying a closure to the relationship. it might seem to form a just nice vector space cos closure property is met and the 2 parfies are independent of each other from then on.. a relationship curve with many dy/dx = 0 results in infinite twists and turns. some might say twists and turns are fun and thrilling and spice up life, but trust me tho im a thrilled-steered person, sad to say, i simply think thrill is not derived at where dy/dx = 0. haix, perhaps i just failed in my diagonalization of u, i shld instead consider the mtd of multiplying with u, so that our heart beat as one.. this rings a bell for today's talk, the talk came at the most unright time cos thats aft e quarrel with her, after some thoughts aft e talk, i seriously think relationship is not built on the theme of "coalescing 2 bodies into 1", but it is the love chemistry between b/w 2 parties that keep it going... has the chemistry died/????? dearest moon, i hope U will shed some moonlight for me. =Xx