today has been a rainy day, it makes me juz wanna stay in home to stone, so as i open up my blog n read through past entries, alot of thing flew back to my mind, the days in sch, the time we had after sch to go chill with fren n the romance we once shared then, i knew all this were alr dust from the past but still i still feel a tinge of sadness whenever i read thru them again.. hmm. o man going ns teaches one to be emo. lOL... haha ok muz find people to go out tmr b4 i think wild n do funny things at hm lehs...

this is one saddening excerpt from my entries last yr ok

in once i once wrote:"'to love someone does not means having him or her', i have finally understood this statement deeply. i have done so much for u, i dunno when i will get sick of this feeling, im not sure if this feeling will be forever or will it fade as days pass by just like leaves on the trees. when it turns yellow, it just drop off like a fallen leave. but as it goes, the falling of leaves follow a poisson distribution meaning its a rare occurence. i hope i wont be just a falling leave that happens to fall within ur viewsight.. even it means to let u go, i will gladly do so but deep in my heart i will still love u deeply, it just makes me happy to know that you are."