woa. the date is drawing ever so near but yet i feel time is moving ever so slow like a snail crossing the great wall of china.. i dunno if everyone feels this way, a part of me hope to get out of this regimented organization of SAF yet there are certain things which i cant seem to let go for now.. i will miss my bunkmates.. the fun.. the food at the mess.. the times our team did duty at the standby bunk.. well.. my NS liability is coming to an end, its time to draw down the curtains n yet i am reluctant about it.. but as the saying goes, time will be a healing factor, as time passes by memories will fade and all n i really wonder who in the coy will even rmb my existence and appreciate me as a true fren who will share his weals n woes tgt. i dunno n im afraid of knowing..

putting aside all these, as i m enjoying my leave this few days, have been looking arnd for jobs, wa quite hard to find one man.. hmm hope i get a well paid n a job that i enjoy by then when i ORD. its been a while since anyone invaded my ' gan qing shi jie', shld i say my heart went frozen since 2yrs ago? i wonder whose FIRE could melt the ice in my heart i await..