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Saturday, January 24, 2009

心中的遗憾

till this moment right now, i still dun understand, i tried a few times already and yet i could not achieve what i wanted.. why is tt so, everytime i cant achieve it i feel so devastated, and the pain it inflicted on me is unbearable, there are times when i really feel like giving it all up.. the feeling of tears welling up in the eyes and rolling down the cheeks as i walk dejectedly on the street comes back haunting again.. the sadness is bottling up to the neck. i simply need to let them out.. a cry seems a good way out at least for the time being at least.. i really dunno how much strength and determination i have in carrying on this, im afraid i might not have enuf strength to pick myself up after another fall which might prove fatal.. i noe cny is round the corner but yet i somehow dun really have the mood.. i just want to be alone, emo at a corner.. . . .

for those reading this entry, im sry to dampen ur cny festive mood. but i just cant pretend to 强颜欢笑 and take it as nothing happen.

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